Somewhere
around the last years of my drinking I decided to go to law school. ...
Since
my hangovers ruled out all possibility of commuting, I focused instead
on the fortuitous circumstance that a law school was handily located
just two blocks from my apartment. ... I figured that, somewhere along
the line, I'd have to study so hard I would naturally cut down on my
drinking.
Somewhere
along the line I would be transformed from a person with a nervous
system so sensitive that, when sober, merely being addressed by a
fellow human being almost caused me to hyperventilate, into a bold,
assertive, self-confident advocate for victims of racial oppression and
gender discrimination.
Somewhere
along the line, I would stop being disenfranchised and clueless and
start being privy to the inner workings of The Law. ///
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I had always secretly suspected that everyone but me had been
handed a rule book at birth.
This
sense of alienation and deficiency, this intuition that I had missed
some kind of essential truth available to everyone else was, in fact,
the very reason I so ceaselessly craved the oblivion of alcohol.
Now, for the first time in my life, I told myself, I would be
at the very heart of how things worked.
People
sometimes ask me, "How could you have gotten through law school drunk?"
My answer is that there is no way I could have gotten through law
school if I hadn't been drunk.
Heather
King - from her article Quitting the Bar, Twice : What the law taught me
about faith
> She was a National Honor Society scholar, and is a
commentator for All Things Considered on NPR
> Her book - Parched - by Heather King
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Lynda Carter about her years of addiction to alcohol
Actress
Lynda Carter explained how she fought alcohol addiction to regain
control of her life during a ceremony marking the Pentagon's 13th
Annual Red Ribbon Week observance.. an anti-drug event held at the
Pentagon each year..
Carter told the audience she had
a disease, a "genetic predisposition" for alcohol, "that sort of
grabbed hold of me," she said. "It
was like staring into a deep, dark hole that I thought no one would
understand or still love me if I ever admitted it – or (if) the
public ever knew about this very shameful part of my life.
"My family suffered... and I was very good at hiding my
problem."
To
deal with her addiction, Carter said she went into recovery at a
residential treatment facility in Maryland. There, she said, she was
determined to learn about her disease.
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"I
was going to treat it as an education. I was going to find out what was
wrong with me that my steel will and my self-discipline as evidenced by
my previous accomplishments was not working for me."
Carter said part of her treatment was discovering that she was "not
alone" in her addiction.
"You're not alone if you are one of the victims of these
terrible addictions," she added.
She said education, support and God were her keys to overcoming her
addiction. Now in her sixth year of recovery, Carter said her life is
"incredibly beautiful, more than I could ever have dreamed six years
ago."
> from article in American Forces Press Service Oct. 28,
2003
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Johnny Depp blames
his speedy rise to fame for causing his debilitating alcohol addiction.
He was so
intimidated by his celebrity status during his early movie career, he
turned to drink to block out his unhappiness.
He
explains: "I'd go to functions and back in those days I literally had
to be drunk to be able to speak and get through it.
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"I guess
I was trying not to feel anything. My drug of choice back then was
alcohol more than anything. Hard liquor, spirits.
"And
yeah, I had a keen idea that it was not good. But you get liquored up
and once you are in that spiral, you don't even get hangovers anymore.
You wake up and have a drink again."
[Irish
Examiner examiner.ie July 8 2005]
>
photo: as Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005)
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I
think drinking and being out of control narrows your options in front
of the camera. I was just ashamed of myself, really. None of my
directors ever said: ‘I’d rather you didn’t drink at
work.’ And they must have known.
Originally,
I was a happy drunk. But later I was miserable because it’s a
depressant.
Ewan
McGregor .. [Irishexaminer.com 5
Jul 2005]
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Joaquin
Phoenix
voluntarily entered an undisclosed rehab facility.. and hoped that
coming forward will encourage others with the same problem to get help
as well.
"He
was uncomfortable with the way that he was living his life and found
the courage to deal with his [alcohol problem]," publicist Susan
Patricola said.
Phoenix
starred in 2004's "The Village" and was nominated for a supporting
actor Oscar for his portrayal of Commodus in 2000's "Gladiator." [Assoc Press Apr 13 2005]
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> related pages: alcohol
resources....addiction
/ dependency resources
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William
Sanderson
on self-limiting
I know the only thing I surpass David in is I've been
arrested more times
[referring to "Deadwood" creator David Milch, who has battled
addiction]...
For
a lot of us, it's a question of the extent to which your talent exceeds
your need to self-destruct. David's talent far exceeds his; mine is
pretty close to a tie at best...
I had seven counts of grand larceny as a teenager... I had to
get a waiver to get into the Army.
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Then my problem was drinking, not
drugs, but I had a dozen arrests, including felony stupid...
[While
being an actor,] I try to remember the big issues: war, racism,
poverty, cancer. We're just telling a story and trying to have fun.
William
Sanderson - on portraying [real-life] innkeeper E.B. Farnum on HBO
series "Deadwood." Sanderson graduated from law school, but chose
acting.
> from article William Sanderson on crime, Elvis and
"Deadwood", LA Times Apr 17 2005 > photo from the HBO/Deadwood site
> some related pages:
.self-limiting.....the shadow self.
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People of
all walks of life are susceptible to alcohol
addiction.
While some have the inner strength to beat an addiction on their own
other may require the help that only alcohol rehab
can offer.
Thankfully for those in Hollywood there are numerous California drug rehab
centers that offer treatment for drug and alcohol addictions.
Drug
rehab is widely available across the country too, so anyone
struggling with alcohol addiction, drug addiction,
or even nicotine addiction can get the help they deserve.
You don't have a be a Hollywood A-lister to get the best possible
treatment.
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