By Mary Rocamora -- As we go deeper into the field of awareness, we encounter the mutable, seemingly paradoxical nature of the structure of the inner world and our movement through it, going from trapped states to free states. What used to feel true now feels like it's just an old story, repetitious and confining. Awareness, we begin to see, is less and less interested in the known than it is in exploring how life could be experienced in the vast unknown of now.